I got messed up with college again for the 978293 times.
This time, I was not able to attend the practical exam because of the join caving expedition that I did.
Well, I’m trying to feel as usual as I could be, pretending that everything is gonna be alright.
Even though I’m not like a genius in the movies, who dropped out from college and created something amazing.
I just hoped that I could take a full responsibility for whatsoever that could happen in my life ahead.
But deep inside, I am afraid of being careless to take part in this worldly game.
Forget everything that has been bestowed upon me, and do anything as I like.
Honestly, I hate this version of me. Who overthinks too much and immerse in the thought of it.
May Allah protect me from evil thoughts and guards me under His blessings.
selikurdirham 