Today I probably just wasted my time on worthless content, scrolling from one to another and another, but nothing pleased me until I watched this short. And I couldn’t hold myself to not crying.
I ain’t remember how was the last time my emotions became so soft about feelings. I realized myself just slowly becoming heartless during the past few months. I’d never cried, I’d never been open to anybody about my problems, my feelings. In other words, I just want to ensure and embrace myself to not being weak on facing this whole reality. But it turns out that there’s something I can not hide about myself. I still have feelings, deep inside.
I can’t lie about the fact that I’m afraid of losing somebody. Even though I constantly caught up on the idea of losing myself to somewhere impossible to be found, it’s me myself who is afraid of losing somebody, everybody. I, can’t resist to not thinking about how beautiful my life to be near around whom I truly love. But I, yes, I’d never been honest to myself.
To whom it may concern, I’m sorry.
selikurdirham 